What a wonderful tribute to your friend.

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Her story is spoken and give to us by you. She is very much here and aware and this is her immortality on the day her story touches the hearts of the many who gather her.

Thanks Everyone.

Im noticing that there are some people who were just so emotionally and/or physically "damaged" [for lack of a better term, not meant as an insult, it happened to me too.]
...by early infant/childhood abuse, that its a very big project to recover with all ones free will powers Intact and able to function "normally".
IN an effort to gain spiritual strength and undo some of the harmful imprinting that occurred, that is still controlling "the reptilian brain" aspect of the personality, a person will be drawn to RSE...
often before consciously cleaning out enough to be able to see clearly, and apply wisely, any new spiritual teachings.
They think you can "behavior modify", using the mind power of attitude, and disciplines, and yet they shove down unresolved emotions, which never really dissapear anyway, because they are in the truth of the bodys natural cellular structure, and "quantum imprinting" [my term for unseen energy form].
You can certainly displace "truth", and hide it elsewhere...but eventually, it leaks out somehow.
And so all the schooling in the world doesnt help some people enough to "show" in Certain Ways, and if you are at the mercy of arrogant RSE students, all you get is more berating for not being good enough, or a condescening "just hang in there for another event" advise.. etc...
And yes, I have even caught myself displaying this judgement, when I felt "my way" was "better", such as in any position I proclaim my self to be in..!

Helen often asked me to help her in certain ways with this, but I didnt always know what to do beside the best I could, which was usually just with sharing ideas. And oh yes, having Fun!

Theres a new book out called "Feelings Matter", by Ceanne DeRohan, its a good one to check out. All non channelled material, BTW...

Speaking of Truth, I want to share just one more story.

One looong day on the name field [and I NEVER cheated], I bumped into JZs card twice.
It said "TRUTH", on it.

Does she still walk the field with the rest of everyone??

Have a great Day!

"Does she still walk the field with the rest of everyone??"

In the many times I've been over there, I've not seen her walk the field once. The only time I saw "her" on the field was when she, as "R," reprimanded the group I was in. At that, she was dressed in a feminine fashion and her feet looked "smaller" than onstage.

The field was utter and total mud. Other events, it was freezing or 100 degrees. Of course, she was in touch with the staff, since they had their earpieces in, and if they'd give us directions, you could see them listening and then saying, "JZ said I shouldn't tell you that you don't need to be very loud on the field, since then you'll be thinking about that instead of focusing."

Last time on that slick and muddy field for me, fever, etc., I was more ticked off with myself for going out again; oh, and also with "gravity" for not allowing me to levitate!!!!! (ahem)

In honor of Helen Frost, who I did not know, but would have liked to. She now knows truth.

This is a beautiful tribute to your friend. Thank you for sharing Helen's story even if it is sad in parts.

yes I saw JZ walking the field, more than once.
I liked that, it felt sort of real

Sees - can you tell us when you last saw her walk with the students? She's told us she awakens at 3 AM and does her walk in what sounded to me to be her driveway. In the past year, she was not on the field with us during the walks, unless she was in disquise (Judy in Disquise!) One event, she and some of her crew were away at another event. Another, she was in her house and called in, with a bad case of laryngitis. In July, the weather was 100 degrees, no exaggeration - and no "capes" to hide under. She wasn't in our walks. We would hear she was "watching us." The only time I saw her on the field was the episode I described on another thread - where she was dressed in a feminine manner, but behaved as though she were "the big guy."

That's five to six events in one year's time and I didn't see her on the field during the "walk" once.

Another thing, since she's been videotaped teaching, the audience gets the videos instead of her most of the time, from my own experience.

Of course, maybe it's for the best! Then again, a lot of editing does wonders a la "what the bleep."

G2G,

I've heard Judith speak about herself sitting atop her roof-landing, watching students do the Legacy Walk, with binoculars. She even said she could sometimes read our lips. Why make such a comment ? It's like saying, we're under a microscope and she can "hear" what we're talking about ?? I never quite knew how to take that comment. But, it felt like it was another way to put herself above us somehow. Thought we are all equals ? LOL !!!

Have you ever heard that about the binoculars ? She even once said she hid behind a tree ! Sounds voyeuristic.

To G2G

The times I referred to were in 91-93. and it was doing the cards. we hadnt "learned the other kind. So she was blindfolded. maybe it was just that one day, or that one retreat, but I think I remember her telling us how she had to do this herself and didnt have superpowers innate just becasue of Ram . dont mark my words here tho, please......
I just felt like finding her truth card twice ,[under the big tree] spoke about my own journey and maybe was giving me one of htose hints that I could be true to myself and go be my own guru, which I soon did.......what?!

"I've heard Judith speak about herself sitting atop her roof-landing, watching students do the Legacy Walk, with binoculars. She even said she could sometimes read our lips. Why make such a comment ? It's like saying, we're under a microscope and she can "hear" what we're talking about ?? I never quite knew how to take that comment. But, it felt like it was another way to put herself above us somehow. Thought we are all equals ? LOL !!!"

Oh my. After Micael's Hamburger Universe with a bearded guy in the sky holding a telescope -

If I had to guess, her entire property, including the wooded area behind the archery bales, is full of "candid cameras!" Hm. Wonder if she has videotapes of the wine orgies? GASP.

I wonder why she had, as reported in the Nisqually Valley News years ago, 15 people strip down naked and lie down before her. Yuck.