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I have been thinking about this this past week:
How many times, in that stupid made up character's audience (ty Bud for that)
did you hear it say," how many of you can look back on your life and see how much better it is NOW, than it was THEN?"
Thunderous applause ensues with, "turn to your neighbor and explain."
Then, with much gusto, you tell your partner how much better you THINK you are now than let's say, ten years ago.
I used to BELIEVE this way.
Looking back, I gave up a great job, the white picket fence dream, sold all my belongings to schlep my way 3000 miles away, only to find myself living in a yurt without a job and now fighting with my partner of ten years.
And a few years after that, being asked AGAIN in audience, "how much different is your life TODAY that it was THEN?"
So, I upgraded to living on my own piece of land, WITH a UG, just having electricity installed and working at the ranch for $10/hour.
I thought I had TOTALLY improved my life.
I could go on, but as you can see, it slowly de-volved to the point of a nervous breakdown as a result of discovering that this group really was a cult.
One is LED to believe that what they are doing at the Ranch truly enhances their life.
The whole process broke up my immediate family, left me near destitute, and broke me mentally.
It is hard to imagine that I actually thought I was improving my life.
Now that I am out, the whole process seems totally absurd!!
How many other people left their families, good paying careers, sold most of their belongings, only to go sit on a floor in a not-near-enough heated horse arena to be told, " I will make you into
Gods-realized."
Um....when was that going to happen?
ps. thank the universe for exit counseling and a sliver of an open eye to truly wake up.
