I've had dreams of being back there and horrified that I was "back there." No one was forcing me, but I certainly was relieved to awaken and know it was only a dream. So many other things have gone on in my life at this time, that those types of dreams stopped, now replaced by what I'm experiencing at this time.
Goodbye and good riddance RSE!

Just reminds me so powerfully of the dreams I had after, as a teen, recovering from mononucleosis...mono causes weakness...asked my doctor, who had ordered absolute bedrest for six weeks, if I was allowed to sit up and play chess - his answer - no! I did fully recover...but for years afterwards, I would have dreams where I was running away from something, what it was, varied, and then, I would be unable to run, and helpless, lying there while the 'bad thing' would catch up to me, because I was not supposed to exert myself at all. The last one I had, though, the 'bad thing' helped me up!
Dreams are a very important way we have of dealing with negative experiences.