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I remember thinking after my beginner's event, how am I ever going to fit all these disciplines into a day? Wake up before dawn, grid, walk muttering to myself down the street, C&E for half an hour, all before the "real" day begins? Not to mention trying to practice "finding your card" somehow in one's home, backyard with trees, or for some people, an apartment. I can imagine people walking around in their blindfolds, bumping their head on an overhead shelf-and passing out! Then candle focus, trying to see through playing cards, and blue body-where does it end? It's crazy making! Doing disciplines, I was more out of touch with "me" than I'd ever been. They claim if you're "focused" you will not notice the physical around you-neither the mud nor bumping into others on the field. Well, then how can people in this mode be aware they found their card?! Crazy.
I noticed much more emphasis on seeing through cards the past few events I attended. My feelings were it was probably due to the two being tested by the NOETIC Institute, and another marketing tool for JR-the more students who could "acquire" this ability, then she could show her stats, gather more students, - by seeing through cards then hit the casinos and there you have it. Incredible wealth. That's the draw for some. I don't think many of those people stayed, would be my guess.
The whole thing is stated elsewhere in this forum. You can learn all you need elsewhere for free. A walk outside without muttering a memorized list is a lot more relaxing to me. How many of us made lists of things to do anyway prior to RSE? RSE promises the impossible.
JR is a for-profit group-a business-in her own attorney's words. Hm. Just slip in a subliminal in the "night chirping" or "twilight" music of: "It's a business."
I'm not going to pay for "doing my own thing."
