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Just browsing thru some old threads, this is a good link and it really brought up a couple "Red Flags" I had during my short experience with RSE.
Warnings
In regards to the LEADER:
4.Unreasonable fear about the outside world, such as impending catastrophe, evil conspiracies and persecutions.
I bought into this one big-time and although it appeared "reasonable" to be afraid of this and that and this and that what with all the coverage on TV, in movies, you name it of all the absolute horror, blahblahblah. I wasn't coming to RSE to learn to be reasonable but to be enlighten-able. And why the intense FOCUS on FEAR??? How was this any different than going say... to CHURCH???
also from the link
Warning signs in the FOLLOWERS:
1.Extreme obsessiveness regarding the group/leader resulting in the exclusion of almost every practical consideration.
and
6.Hyperactivity centered on the group/leader agenda, which seems to supercede any personal goals or individual interests
I feel the above 2 points were really the ones that shook me the most, like blew out the cobwebs. I saw intelligent, centered, focused, people I admired and respected going to what seems to be abslolutely rediculous means to attend an "Event". I felt the pull myself, actaully, for cripes sake (I like that cripe part :o) I acted on this BIG TIME in my own life.
Maybe that's why it scared me to see others doing it too. (Later once I had calmed down)
And although excitement and adventure are fun, especially when I feel I am in my personal "Zone", the key to knowing whether my inner being is with me or really when I am with her (as she seems to always be available)is KNOWING I am in MY zone, not like ZONED (LOL) AND when that is the case it is always gental, not frenzied and certainly NOT based on fear.
Grateful Grateful Grateful, yep that's me!
